I can't think of anything more fulfilling than the personal relationship and communion we can have with God through Jesus Christ. I'm not talking about a religious exercise or ritual. There is a real experience of intimately relating to God on a spirit level when we accept His call to know Him.
My Story
I grew up in a family that held to a formal, legalistic Christian denomination's beliefs and practices. A lot of the beliefs centered around doing good deeds to make up for the bad ones, and if you did enough good ones you could clean your slate with God. (I never felt I could get my slate clean.) Most of what I thought or felt about God was based on fear and guilt. I didn't have a personal knowledge or relationship with God, or Jesus. No one told me that was possible. Still, I considered myself to be a Christian.
We were taught about Jesus, that He was crucified for our sins. But I never understood what that really meant, because I thought God was still angry and disappointed with me for all my failures. Since I never truly knew God, I blamed Him for all the hurt and misery in my life and the world. After all, I thought, He's in total control and not doing a thing to make my life any better. Needless to say I was frustrated and unhappy with myself and life in general.
That was until one night in the summer of 1986. I had been listening to a Christian husband and wife team ministering on cable television. They exuded such love, and joy and peace. And they seemed to have a personal relationship with God and Jesus Christ. I WANTED WHAT THEY HAD. For years I had been trying to achieve what I sensed this couple had, but the various spiritual philosophies and practices I was pursuing didn't satisfy.
That summer night I felt drawn to what the ministers on T.V. were saying. If I would believe in Jesus Christ as my personal savior, who took away MY sins, then I would have eternal life and a personal relationship with Him. Alone, in my room, in my best attempt at praying, I genuinely admitted to God that I needed Him and believed in Jesus Christ as my Savior. Without any otutward evidence, no burning bush, or warm fuzzy feeling, right there I knew without a doubt that I NOW HAD what that couple on T.V. had. I had accepted God's "heavenly calling" to eternal life* -- to know Him.
A Good Ending
I felt a connection to God on a spiritual level. From then on my praying was more like conversation, where I knew that I was really talking to someone, and someone was really listening on the other end. I felt a peace inside that I'd never known. A kind of comfort, or secure feeling, like it didn't matter what went on outside in the world or in my life, I was going to be all right.
Over the years I've grown to know God for who He truly IS, and developed an intimate relaionship with Him. I've received answers to prayers, experienced supernatural healings, and have operated in spiritual gifts that have blessed others as well as myself. Most significantly, MY CLOSEST FRIEND AND LOVE is the GOD of the universe, and He loves me! I wouldn't say it's been without challenges or difficulties. And just like any other relationship, I've had to invest time and effort in order to nurture it and grow.
God's calling, or invitation, is given to everyone. It's up to each one of us to respond to it. Have you accepted His call?
* And this is eternal life, that they might know you, the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom you have sent. (John 17:3)